Take a ride

My Christmas gift from marcus:D

Marcus's shades + Nick's cap + Val=nice photo:D

In case you're wondering, it says "Marcus <3>

And I got a phone for Christmas from Marcus's dad. I sound really calm here. But really, I'm not. I'm still at the state of shock and excitement. It's a PRETTY PHONE. *mumbles to self* never ever lose your phone ever again or kill yourself.

Youth camp was a blast! I'll upload the photos when I get them from Rachel:)

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God taught us to be contented with what we have

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

stuff i'm (probably) gonna get when i get my pay:D

1. itouch

2. sony ericsson w508

3. canon EOS 500D/ nikon D5000

4. HD camcorder(i don't know for what i just want it)

5. mac book

6. Adobe Creative Suite 4 Design premium

7. an oven(anti-climax)

Stuff I wanna learn before school term starts.

1. design and make clothes

2. knitting

3. photography

4. cooking and baking

5. singing

7. guitar/ piano

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RED ALERT

Friday, December 18, 2009

First, I was weeping in the bathroom.
Now, I feel like throwing everything.
I feel like yelling at someone.
I'm feeling very mad right now.
I think I've got bipolar. Whatever.
Nothing seems to be right.

I don't understand how men can be so dense.
As the saying goes "Woman says one thing, but thinks the other"
Some people just don't get it.
pea brainers.

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I'll find a way

Imagine this- Your boyfriend invited 2 girls over to his home while you were out of town. He has never invited any girls into his room before except you. You're particularly wary of one of them. But you know there's nothing going on between either of them. Are you right to get upset?

Well, for me, I got really upset(sad kinda upset not angry). I really don't know if I should be feeling this way. He assured me that he really loves me and I clearly know that. But I still feel insecure, jealous and upset. In short, I feel like crap. If I shouldn't feel that way, then how should I feel? I can't get over it.

Shit stuff happened before and I don't want a repeatance of history. That feeling of having someone whom you love so much and whom you protect like he's a treasure can't decide between you and another girl out of a sudden suck as much as how satan suck. I still can remember every single detail of the heartbreak. I promise you, I can write a chapter out of it.

I love him so much.

Whatever. I just wanna get over it. Anyway, I still miss my phone even after 1 1/2weeks):

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COSI

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

I love Cambodia!:) And I'm definitely going back next year again!:)

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Broken

Thursday, December 10, 2009

I lost my phone.

yes. I. LOST.MY.PHONE.

You must be thinking "wth. it's just a phone." But I love my phone like I love Forever 21.

I have tons of pictures and notes and pretty themes everyone loves. No kidding. everyone loves the theme I'm using. It's super duper cute.

I have kept almost all my messages since 6months ago when I held my pink w595 for the very first time.

And I like to read my past messages when I'm the bus/train and laugh at them. Now, I can't do them anymore):

And I really don't like the phone I'm using now. The buttons don't really react to me. I mean they do. Just that I have to press really hard. It's just really weird. I don't like samsung anymore. Whatever, I won't complain about it. Blame myself for my carelessness. I just want my phone back):

On a lighter note, I'm leaving for cambodia in abt 30hours or less:)

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Friday, December 4, 2009

Camp Ohana's tmr!! I can't wait to see everyone else again! It's been sosososososososososo long!!!:)

Town with Dan today:) AND I'VE FINALLY BOUGHT THAT F21 DRESS!!!!! I love F21. buy me everything in XS or S(preferably XS, depending on the cut) from F21 and I'd love you like crazyyyyyyyyy;)

It's 12.15am and I gotta wake up at 5.30am later. I'm so used to sleeping late.

k.bye.
gotta sleep:)

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